i didn't blog a "reflect my life 2010" post last/this year.

maybe i didn't feel like it was an end, it felt very much more like a continuation.

i guess it is largely due to the fact that i've stop studying and everything becomes a continuity. you do not stop for holiday, and go back for a fresh start. instead, you continue what you usually do (unless you quit i guess)

and so, yes, i didn't quit my job. i've continued to be in a field that i wasn' t educated in, not the most experienced about. i've stayed on for many reasons to be left unshared, and many other reasons that people will not understand and i don't seek understanding for, perhaps except for my boyfriend, who have been really really supportive. i can't be more thankful. he has been a pillar to me. i hope i have been one for him too.

i've been surprised by my positivity that i have for the new year, considering the really low months that i had just before the end of 2010.

i've proven to myself that, many a times, it's all about mindset.

this month has proven to be one of the most challenging working month i've ever experienced thus far in terms of workload, stress load, responsibility, deadlines, suayness... u name it, i have it.vand it really doesn't help when i have external projects to complete beyond my 5 1/2 fixed work days.

but my mind have been in a positive state where i really believe that i will complete the things i've promised to do in a professional manner, and be part of a memory that i will hold dearly to me.

and i thought, this, is very much more worthy to be shared with everyone.

i just pray that i will be given the mental strength to stay in a positive manner for the days to come. :)

and i wish all good health, good wealth, experience good things and hold good smiles in 2011.